Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

SILENCE

why is it so calm
why is it so deep
this silent noise
taking me aback
life is so uncertain
suddenly there's the headwinds
keep pushing to and fro
saying must i sail or no?
i kept thinking
i must be dreaming
but i'm fully awake
unconsciously talking
like i'm somewhere else
so if i may ask
is this just a tale
or your fantasy
of being so wild
the waves are splashing so hard
so im trying to reach the harbor
that is now being still and calm
so hear my silent haven
where should i go
tell me when your ready
you just have to let me know.




by: famejud

0539hrs
manila



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I'll Stand By You ( Carrie Underwood )









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Friday, May 21, 2010

THE ROOM





You're a sensual delight encased in a stylish wrapper
My life affirming optimism for adventures
You are able to read and understand
Who I am???
You were a friend
Who can smooth ruffled feathers
For both of us is such from 2 different worlds
Where You can see me
And I can't see you
You were a friend
For both of us there was love, secret pleasures in our own artistry
I felt you certainly lives for love
That you have your own creative style
And that's just what I adore about you
Perhaps you do not know but I am telling you now
That's what I felt from your invisibility
During my restless days and taking risks
You are at the peak and some of those days flares up
But your bold personality is too controlling
For harmony is inside of you
Who can go through the rough trek
And give space for the days that passed by
You were walking with me through it
You did not know I also don't know why
My miserable restless days that I needed air
You watching me breathing and you were there
I do remember
You are stimulating your great sensitivity
Your senses that drives me crazy unprepared
Every time we speak
And what can I say???
I love the way you are
You were bold but have a gentle touch
In my heart you are written in any page of my scrap book
I understand now
The freedom and space you've given me
Thank you for this spacious room
And this is such a special gift from you for me.......
My eyes then were blind folded
As I can't see you
When you smile or laugh
I did not even see you cry
I did not see you gone mad
Through my eyes I did not see you
I can't even use my brains to read you
What's in you what is all about you.......
But then through this room you've given me
There's a lot of air to breathe into
That somehow in someways
It chills me to the bone whenever we talk
Suddenly I felt
I am unmasking the real you
Dampening enthusiasms
Trying to meet both ends
That I'm always at the bottom
And your on top of these
Magically stimulated love quest
I have written a lot about you
That no body knows who Im referring to....
I kept you secret like my own soul
You are the air that keeps me breathing in this room
You just simply got what I needed
You are a friend a flare and my air.......
Now I am wanted
I have spoken too much
And you speak less
Now there's no more carousels like riding in circles
You are slowly taking off the blind fold
So I can walk through that direction
So that I can finally see your face
Your smile or laughter
Your pain and tears........
These were the words I wanted to say Last time we spoke
But my brains are frozen so I couldn't think
I know I have my dumb moments
But I'm glad you're just out there anyway
Who can see and read the real me......
Love truly plays in mysterious ways
So any day from tomorrows
I will finally see and meet you in this room You've given me..........


by:famejud
052210
0509 manila

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"Pocketful of Sunshine"


Sunday, May 16, 2010

Half of My Lonely Broken Heart


Love once lost love once found
Love once true love once blind
Love once broken and left behind
Love was pure love was deep
Love once felt truly secret
Love once masked love's upbeat
Love's no harm to this lucky charm.
Love you then love you here
Love was where in Ocean Deep
Love questions once out break
Love was hidden at no mistake.
Love uproars here
Love's in the air
If u hear thy heart
Nothing has changed
From where it was and where had been
So where are you???
Half of my lonely broken Heart.....???


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Wonder by Reina del Cid { Theme Song to the one i wrote this Poem for :) }

There are a few new leaves
On my backyard tree
And I never want to trip you up with honesty
But I guess the burden of the truth
Was greater than me

I've got my blue guitar and my coffee mug
God, I'm always singing
All these songs of love
But you, what do I know about you?

Instrumental

What can I say? If I feel this way
It's like trying to paint a picture
With just shades of gray
And I can't help but see in color
When I look at your face

I can talk about my wildest plans
And you'll understand cause the
Words are always resting in my open hands
But you, what can I say about you?

Chorus:
Now I wonder what it would be like
To have your hand in mine
I'd rather fail than to never try

There are a few good fruits
On the friendship shoot
But I never trusted people like I'm trusting you
And time can move so slowly
When you're not here

You make the doubts dry up
When my mind shuts down
And it's never been as open
As it is right now
See, I feel like I could do this
If you wanted to

Chorus (2x)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTph9UoxrWU

Friday, March 26, 2010

I VOW TO CARRY ON

This brief and borrowed life
Lord to you I dedicate
And evermore transformed by love
I vow to meet my faith.

Never will I leave Your church
Never will I turn away
And I pray for strength to serve
Until my dying day.

If You should test my faith
Lord I promise to be strong
And though the worse may come to pass
I vow to carry on.

When at last my time is done
When at last my life is spent,
Tell me I am almost home
And I will live again!



(i came in the world with nothing.... everything here on earth is Yours... i own nothing my Lord ......All the glory is Yours.......You are Holy .....All my love is Yours......keep me grounded....keep me bounded.....i don't want to leave your flock...i know i struggled a lot and will keep struggling more......and I know that's nothing at all while I have to earn my place with you.......You give me more strength, I'm holding on......I know You'll Love me more....)



=famejud=

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Broken Synthesis

Behind the Song:

Amidst the placid waters there’s a poignant grief for lies, manipulation, provocation, division, hastiness, flattery, knowledgeable of all, slander, betrayals, belittlement, she had enough…..she’s still…but she can’t tame her tongue anymore…..it’s almost three decades…..that placid waters streamed inside her bloodline……she saw greed and felt unforgiving hearts who never think of other special people but only themselves….of their own profits…..I’m awakened…..I’m calm… inside I’m burning I can’t let them do all these things….there’s a need to go….I know this is home…….for me it was haunted……it should be stopped…I hope it will…..they will….I couldn’t slip a chance…….coz that’s all I got….I hope….it’s for good…That was then……..till’….. This is now…….



Amidst the troubled waters….. I am afraid…. I just can’t let myself see all of these till my central nervous system shuts down….I am afraid…. but it’s all I have left…..there’s no turning back……or I will keep my mouth shut forever and live the way I used to be with the haunted....I was not a bad person at all….I love to hope there’s a change….and change is good…..




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She throws this ancient poison
That marks a painful change
It was hollow and mute
Now a mad pursuit
There’s no need for potion
Treatment or any prescription
Coz’ she’s lying into this
Broken synthesis


Here it goes her skin and bones
Leaving this dark rigid dome
Northward she goes
Walking like no one knows
Escaping her darkest nights
Surviving inequities
Of this Broken Synthesis


So she painted her soul thru music and me
A wish to extinguish and expire
Coz they dragged her to this misery
And drugged her to this aged melancholy
Oh arctic night I fight
She’s salvaging for the light
Of this black holed iniquities
Like a plague of this Broken Synthesis




050209
2000hrs
Song Composed by: Famejud
Granny’s Compound
Cascades, Tabuk-Kalinga

Friday, February 13, 2009

HITCH and RIDE


I saw his beauty
from a range of visible things
So I asked him out
to leave each doubt


Clear out the webs
As we leave the looms in our heads
Just take my hand
Across that land

As I Say

Wanna hitch and ride
And tell me what's deep inside
coz' I can see the dead still
water in your mind
So come on
hitch and ride
Let's go through all the tides
Whatever's there on either sides
Let the water flow
where the river lies........



You know our love is true
I know our love is blind
Yes, it hurts so much
That we must leave em behind....


Now we must be free from fear
And let the shadows of the world appear
As we turn the other page
We've to wipe our tears
Lets drive a happy wheel
through the years..................




Lyrics and Chords by: Famejud
021309
1800hrs
Cascades, Tabuk-Kalinga

Thursday, May 29, 2008

You're the Ugliest and Best Side of Me

This old haunted house
Tells much of you and me
So here I am
Ghost writing, matching
Every story
Failing, trying
Completing the mystery
Escaping, hating
For half a century
Crying, compelling
Others from your fears
These tyrannical sibling rivalries
All dramatic complexities
Shading miseries
All tearing memories
You’re the missing meteorites
Of this broken home….

Cho:

{Coz} You are the Ugliest
And best side of me
We are what we don’t see
Feeling lost
Making blames
Losing grips
Shredding into strips
Some remained
Some let go
Some are dead
Some are living far away ahead
Those haunted faces
Making paces
Thru this cold wide spaces
Same old bloody icy stories
Same old burning furies
All these controversies
You can’t stop being the juries
{Coz} We are what we don’t see
You’re the ugliest
And best side of me…..




You call this our family
Cutting each other
Getting over each other
Oh, let pains evaporate
Too late to evaluate
And investigate
No need to analyze
And criticize
Coz, we’ve been paralyzed….
Where ever you go
What ever you do
It all comes back to you…..
What ever you hear
What ever you see
Where ever you roam
Y’all need to get back home…………


This is our broken home
Crumpled memories
Of love and jealousies
Betrayal and dishonesties
All lies and crippled thoughts
Rolling recalling history
Here I am
Scrubbing out
Saying shield each doubt
Blaming is why we bleed
Don’t make it a century
Apology is all we need
Let serenity be a repose
This is my soulful noise barrage
Remove all the camouflage…..


Coda:

Hear your voice
Burning meteorites
Is this your choice?
Fading every night
When does the hurting mend?
Is this the dead end?



Lyrics By: Julieva Famejud
Famejud's Camp
Cascades Tabuk
220408
0215hrs


PostScript:

This song is dedicated to my relatives here and there.....i dun hav to mention ya GuyZ coz Ya ol know yerself Betah than I do....I hope....thru the hopless....I still hope...Wishin ya all gUYz PEACE, SERENITY...................REAL LOVE.................CARE...................wISHIN Y'ALL for the Betah........GOD SPEED!!!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

FIRE WALL

I-

You keep on askin
What are you thinkin?
I say nothin,
Nothin, nothin at all....
Beggin and askin
Tell me, tell me, somethin!
Keepin the feelin
Pausin, thinkin of nothin
Coz am fallin, fallin,
Failin to say anythin,
Anythin at all......


II-

I hear the buzz!
I hear the call....
I read your message
My beloved wonder wall....
As I gaze upon this wall
My Nebulous eyes
Hardly see you at all....
Concealin compassions....
Detriments and passions.....
Our Connection is Just and All.....


Pre Cho:

Breakin the silence
Holdin our piece
Where do we turn to?
Where do we go?
It's makin me lame
Connectin with this
magnetic game
Pushin and Pullin
Darin me to move
Loosin and controllin
My Head and my Mood! (2x)


Cho:


{B'coz}
You're my Secret Haven
My Silent Home
My Lovely Harbor
My Only shore
Listen to my Music
Im lovin you More
In each and every Lyric
You're a part of me
Read my writings
You belong to me
{Bcoz}
You're more than
juz a Fire Wall to me....(2x)


III-

So we saved our names
Thru our Memory Lanes
Im glad you came
In the morning rain
Where Love Ended
Strange Love begins
Though Love is Melancholy
My Love is Sanctuary
If this is a Friendship Melody
I say its a destiny.......



IV-


You're always safe and free
To Keep All thoughts of me
Photographs as Souvenirs
A sentimental Memory
In this Lethargy
I hear that lucid sound
Thru melee and harmony
Waitin on the solid ground
You'll be lovin me
On the same sound
After All,
It's My Love that counts!



A Song Composed By: Julieva Famejud
250308
2211hrs
beachsand, cagayan island

P.S.

to the one whom i wrote this song....." sometimes i fail to keep in touch bt i hope that does'nt break the connection between us...after all, Friendship could'nt end in silence......Coz Memries Always Remain........." :-)

Quote from Famejud: "Love is Undeniably Exploratory"



Quote from Thomas A. Edison:

" I cant believe for a moment that life in the first instance originated on this insignificant lil ball
which we call earth...The particles which combined to evolve living creatures on this planet of ours probably came from some other body else where in the universe."

Friday, February 22, 2008

ENVELOPED EMOTIONS

I-

You are nomadic nimble
A skipper and a quibble
If detoxifying my thoughts
Make you sad
And in my silence
You gone mad
Keep loving your annoyance
No need to read me
Thru your chasing nom de plumes
I can't be dreaming
Is there a need be
To fumigate all your fumes.


Cho:

So these are my Enveloped Emotions
Running miles and miles
Just to make a smile
Laughing out loud
Even pains are all in the cloud
Trying to be good
And getting crucified
Dying every moment
Just to survive
Taking control of lost emotions
OH, my enveloped emotions
Oh, my enveloped emotions
No need to see my teardrops
And knowing my every fall
Do we really need a tryst
Just to understand
Though Broken
I'm here Always
Lending a hand......



II


This wild panorama
Has its own drama
Sit, think and stare
Love is simply painted anywhere
This is a quarterback
Unveil your thoughts
As I'm bouncing back
Play those favrite cd's
From your rack
I feel you
Am not blind
You love to unwind
Playing and Hating
My Oriental Heart and Mind.


(Repeat Chorus)


III

Skydiving, Eavesdropping
Love and Hate all colliding
Carelessly, judging me all the wrong
In this island where I belong
I need no allibi's
No need to say goodbyes
All this tidings
Flowing in, flowing out
Just calm down
Swim in my heart
This love is free
Leave this deep secrets within me
As i go and let go
Imprison these precious things inside me.



This is my 3rd Emo Song: Enveloped Emotions
Song Lyrics by: Julieva Famejud
Feb. 19, 2008
1000hrs
Gayyaman's Camp
P-6 Bulanao



Here's Lillasysters: Umbrella
this umbrella song is dedicated to the one who inspired me writin my third emo song......good luck.......Ce'st La vei.....


Saturday, February 16, 2008

BOBO

A Quote for this Song:

"The strong became weak, the genius became dumb, the brave became coward....The weak became strong, the dumb became genius, the coward became brave......These happens because we fall in and out of Love....Love always has its ERRORS..sumtimes we try to REFRESH then REALIZE its BEST to SHUT DOWN but the hardest part is RESTART UR LIFE and REFORMAT UR HEART....




### BOBO ###

I-
I am not resting here unfocused
I am not resting here wasted
I am only here on bound
So don't you make me go round

Oh, I know that time flies
I don't deserve the lies
You come and go like a punk
Still the same kind of junk


Ref:
There's nothing my heart would say
Except for you to go away
Coz in my mind you faded
with yesterday
Juz like the other day
Remember not to Wait
Can't you see its gettin late
Sorry my heart chooses not to stay
Coz tomorrow is the keyword of today
This is my Vigor my Own Hey Day......
Me Heart and I moves on Everyday!

Cho:

Coz there ain't no Bobo Queen
Sayin no more loosing of self esteem
She's long gone Bobo's King
You left her with a broken wing
She swings and swing
and bled with a 1000 lies
You left her without her lil pride
On that day Miserably She Died.....



III-
On the same kind of mon I enchant
The past is truly wounded
The present is sitting here as vacant
There's the future landing to the sweet candid.......


IV-
Don't Come Back for me no more
You lose all the chances before
Hilariouly u're sounding like a
TIBETAN MONK
Sorry, the oil spilled out of the tank.

{Rep. Ref.}
{Rep. Cho.}2x


Bridge:

You're standing, singing to the hard pouring rain
Seeing her now she don't feel any pain
Oh you're grieving asking what you've done
Saying there ain't no sunshine when she's gone
you know, you know, you know
Coz she ain't no Bobo Queen (2x)

Crying realizing these tears from a Bobo King
Coz there ain't no BoBo Queen.........(2x)




Song Lyrics by:Julieva Famejud
@ Gayyaman's Camp
Bulanao, Tabuk - Kalinga
01-06-2008
1638hrs

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BOBO means dumb, idiot, fool and the like! Thats what it meant in Tagalog.
Hey Bobo, heres the Emo song for my ex haha.....SORRY, I used your Name Tag BoBo....Haha... You gave ths idea I shld have used Boban haha...but u chose Bobo....well the song goes to my my my lover my friend.....oh and naw me as his enemy.....haha,..sorry, i moved on....Tsup...Tsup.....I dint say tht bt well he dint as well bt it shows....He really Shows...I dnt fight...So, I juz play dead.......haha......Holy Crap! did i juz say Lover??? ofcourse...even his my ex..I really truly did Love him...ONLY......It dint work...Bcoz.....I have the heavier weight of unconditional love......haha...I wish I can play the Imeem here once again for that James BLunt Song...Goodbye my Lover Goodbye My friend!......Well, I have to play it though...I will try....Hope you guys like it...and so hold on and Cry! there's nuthin wrong in crying....haha....only it shld be juz with yourself to keep...:D





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By: Jame Blunt


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Friday, February 1, 2008

LOVING YOU OVER ALL

alright!!! starting form ths page i wrote three songs bt ths is the first one am gonna post for my first EMO SONG ths month of january......well, since it is emo; some may say ouch!!!!...eww!!!!......what i like abt emo izaat ths isnt a habitual expression......the emotions are deeper here, more colours to portray....what i love with emo izaat whn i was writing it.......theres much honesty on it..no matter how bad or how good u feel......ths is like a confession ring or outlet on my part.....so here is LOVING YOU OVER ALL composed by me ofcourse......for the first time of Emo ths year......


I-
There is Nothing to chase
Those are mem'ries we cant replace
We can't erase what's said and done
What matters now is you're not alone
There's no one on our sides or in between
We survived so let wonders begin.........

Ref:
{Coz} It aint easy to be a mystery
To have all kinds of pain and misery
Ive seen us together through it all
These are the pictures on the wall.........

Cho:
You are crazy
You are wild
Oh my God
You're like a child
You shove mistakes
Up my front
Take a break
I'm the one
You love to hate
I break my soul
Juz to make you whole
Coz you aint easy to overhaul
Yes, I swear i hate you
But, I loved you
Coz I'm Loving You Over All...(2x)

II-
I can't break through your will
So I laid down bein still
You're drowning and dreaming
on the sea side
Was here waving
from a lighter side
So you can grab my arms
and break away
I'll hold you still
juz to save you for another day........

Bridge:

The lightning crashes you down
Hurricane struck all over my town
These lil pittied mem'ries
These different insanities
Let down all the waterfalls
I succumb to nature
Spring will come after all....

(Rep. Ref and cho)


III
So lets ride all the thrill
Juz Say you need me
as you will
If you say never
Simply walk away
I won't beg you to stay
When you say forever
I'm loving you for whatever
From Here and Ever After..........

Rep. Bridge, ref then cho
Rep last line of chorus 3 times then fade.......





Composed by: Julieva Famejud
140108
1549hrs
Gayyaman&Viray's Camp
Purok VI, Bulanao
Tabuk-Kalinga



PS: Hmmmmmnnn...thinking...hey bobo ur song is next.....i wrote it....haha....dnt worry.....the story aint u.........haha.....dnt wonder whos tht crazy thng on it...soo........its Emo...LoL...So what...dnt care if he reads it....haha much better....bt Hey, i really thank u for givin me idea what the title is all about.......promise i will post it next.....after ths first song i made ths year....hah...Bobo is on the 2nd list...so juz wait.......Have a great vacation and have a great taste of Baklahva! hahaha....(juz Kiddin).....You Take Care.....Bon Voyage When u gonna be back @ work!

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Is there Anythin Else to Confide III


I must have been imaginative
like trusting and believing
hoping and dreaming
you got me into it
I felt so extreme
I felt no shame
You knew me so I dont have to explain
my feelings are true
did you feel the same way too?
what i felt is that my feelings are stronger than you do.......


Remember when there were 2 candles burnt?
you lit the 1st candle for me
so I can see the blink of you
So i can feel the warmth of your side
Then what went wrong?
you dint lit another candle for me?
I was waitin....But there's no light.....
So I gathered my strength to lit the 2nd candle
for you to see me....
for you to feel me....
for you to find me....
I was waiting.....But there were no signs of you..........
I was waiting to hear you shout or at least whisper and confide.......
but theres no voice of you.....
Til my candle light went off......





Maybe it was a dream or it was a reflection
So I need to let go...I have to let you go......
You just cant say it thats what i feel
You knew am stronger now so you dont have to reveal.....
Those shattered pieces gathered.......
you came to my life before i crushed more into pieces....
you lit the candle for me to be my lil brightlight
you knew how you want me to feel and think of you....
you juz knew how goffy I was.....
yes, you handled my thoughts very well.....
where there I was yearning
so you taught me where I learnt.......




This isnt me in disguise
These pieces of memories are still part of the maize.....
I wanna keep it unharmed
yer safe on my hands.....
for if there was no you I havent regained my shape.......
The shape where i Might have crushed more into pieces
I cant reclaim where I was
So forgive me if there's rudeness of me ignoring you for a lil while.....
for it was a time for acceptance.....
that you would always be where i met you.....
so this I have to say on this very page........
That I have listened well,
I gathered all the thoughts and learnt alot
I dont wanna say goodbye coz i hate goodbyes.....
so i am Here......Always VISIBLE.......am not imagining for this time.....
Really I wanna say this to you......
Where at first I was your friend.......
And at :Last I would still be............
Thank You very much my INVISIBLE friend.......




I made a bonfire Back in the wilderness
to keep me safe and to keep me warm
Should I lie with all the stress of my hammered heart and brain????
I struggled so fast and traveled so far........
All I see is that I am still with my vow......
The vow of a lonely heart who still believes in love......
for LOVE I Subdued, I Surrendered
The Ocean Heart is still here.......
dont wonder........i am here.......
for it is painless if you give more than what you receive......
Accepting the Truth Laid Bare.......
That Love is not a Liscence to Own a Person
That Love is a sacrifice and unconditional..........




Gathering all the thoughts in the Darkness
I have these chains of hope
and that hope is within me.........
and that lil light would be a part of me.......
and a part of the other who wants to share his light with me........
All i need is to wait coz its never too late
for the one who have same fate as me......



POSTSCRIPT:

This words frm here i will nt be able to erase......i'll juz remember...the thoughts and memries who made my feelings write these words.........i wanna ddc8 ths song for ths certain special friend of mine A Song from Jordin Sparks.......



TATTOO




Hey... hey... hey... hey... Ohhh..Ohhh Ohhh

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
no matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to..
admit that I'm wrong
and then change my mind
sorry but I have to move on
and leave you behind


[ Chorus: ]

I can't waste time
so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry
bout everything I done
live every second
like it was my last one
don't look back
got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
you're still a part of everything I do
you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you


I'm sick of playing all of these games
Its not bout taking sides
when I looked in the mirror,
it didn't deliver,
it hurt enough
to think that I could stop
admit that I'm wrong
and then change my mind
sorry but I got to be strong
and leave you behind


I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
no need to worry
bout everything I done
live every second
like it was my last one
don't look back
got a new direction
I love you once needed protection
you're still a part of everything
I do you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
if I live every moment,
won't change any moment,
there's still a part of me in u
I will never regret you
still the memory of you marks everything I do. oooh..


[ Chorus ] 2x

I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize nothing's broken no need to worry bout everything I done live every second like it was my last one don't look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection you're still a part of everything I do you're in my heart just like a tattoo just like a tattoo I'll Always have you..

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Made in the coFfee ShOp

Here I stand,
twice disowned and twice reclaimed.
Memories of compliments echo in my mind.
I wonder just how much has changed.
My perspective shatters time and time again,
never regaining it's true shape....
I have forgotten what that is.
My mind swims with concepts as dizziness struggles to overcome me.
I feel that my world has changed,
but I can't seem to remember just how it was.
I remember clearly now being in a fog.
Nothing feels sure.
Everything seems so far away.
Memories return of fantasy finding me in reality.
The lines is not so sure now.
Crossing it changed me,
and i can not regain what I have lost.
Only within my own mind can I now truly find myself to be warm.
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this is written yrs ago whn i was @ a canteen havin sum coffee......readin it made me feel i am tht person naw..............well, thts life folks!!!
its me famejud

Sunday, September 16, 2007

LAST MAN STANDING

I wrote this when I was depressed HAHAHA.....but this isnt for me....It is for Aunt Pauline and Mr. Tirso L. (WELCOME TO THE FAMILY)......U guys rock!!!LOL...Now that i have observed and seen u in a few months I decided to dizplay this on mah blog...hehe...Keep that note from me....Its a remembrance...I know u guyz are leavin so...I will be Missing you...And I can hear the wedding bells is nearly comin....Im goin to attend the wedding even if ill juz stay at the cooks place....BLOWS.....hehehe...Yeah...Precy and I will be the cook.....HAHAHA...we wont Fail ya....JUZ KIDDIN....LOVE YAh.....THIS IS YOUR STORY....Speaking like I am Aunt Pauline here....haha...Shhhhh....So here it goes.....

For Aunt Pauline and Unca Tirso

It juz doesn't feel right.....Whew! I juz left the door and I forgot whea I was when I locked it...but then my window was left open...my eyes were wide open and once again to see who juz came to the window and smiled at me....I ws hoping for the last time that when he knocked my door I didnt think of who was there and what made him brought me here standing in front of my door trying to reopen it. In juz a flick of waves from my sounding times I should have surrendered and juz laid back my half empty mind. But then this man tried to make a sound in my ears from the other side of the door. He ws knockin at my door while telling me the stories I havent heard for ages. He sat down and wait till I opened my door for the last seconds in my will I was runnin out of time and hopless I could see such a manly heart.

I'm not naive to say its such a fast phase but I already have crossed so many lanes....and ol of em are slow tracked tapes with a long winding road findin it was a dead end....Slowly I went through it and painful memoirs I gained...I didnt say I had to leave....rather patiently waiting for answers that made me leave the door...it wasn't good enough for me to relieve the pain...so I walked out to keep somethin worth for me even I was left empty handed.

Stories come and go from many people but then it was a recollection of our youths. And my adulthood was like a water rafting in the river wild. I was on my own since then. I didnt think about what if I cant make it but I strive harder wityh my capabilities of doin somethin worthwhile. But then life is so uncertain...we cant say that what we have now is meant for you.....it can juz fade like a bubble and you need to renew ur life again.
So I started with zero axis and juz let life be. I locked the door to regain myself whea I was. It was quite a while I did stay at this lonely room. The window was left open for me to breathe. Never did I know that this window will make another story which is much different from the others. I didnt see that coming nor did I hoped for it.....I thought am totally wasted and nuthin much to do but self keepin.

So the story goes like a whirlwind spinned around the air like a tornado who strucked a home. And the last man standing was this guy who knocked my door to help me get rid of the place whea I am. I was a dead woman but he made me brought back to life in a spin. The Last Man Standing came from the place whea I was born. Never did I think of that....Coz I was in overseas for quite awhile and never had the chance to stay home for a long time....I'm delve to what im into right now. He's like a wind crashin to my ears trying to wake me up. Til this settlement he want us to do and make me his bride in juz a span of weeks. The Last Man Standing from my HomeGround is taking me to his Kingdom in a needless way to see but a dignified character of what I really meant for him.


110706
Camdas Camp
in my room
2000hrs
Written by: FAMEJUD

STAY WITH ME










STAY WITH Me....
don't walk out the door
don't ever say goodbye
please don't break my heart
don't ever make me cry..........
stay with me for all the time!!!......
say you love me for always!!!.......
its raining again,
and its storming in my heart......
when will you come around?
and ease this trouble mind.....
this time i might get over it........
but tomorrow I will scream your name again!
stay with me for all the time!!!..........
say you love me for always!!!!.............
baby...just stay with me for all the time......

Thursday, September 13, 2007

IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE TO CONFIDE? (PART 2)

What Brought Us Here?
The openlines of two specific worlds adhere
The mysteries of its life are still to be known inch by inch
And the cycles are not that easy to comprehend
But the least of common things are just simply said and done
From day to day basis on life itself
The basic characters are known a little
From their own portrait and uniqueness of individuality
In our lives we always make 2 choices
And our reaction takes place whether that would be in a good or bad mood
"Every situation is a Choice."
In this sense we choose to live the risky and difficult life
Its the basis of our own personalities which is not easily understood by anyone
While we can choose the easy way
And say, DANG! I juz need to be here, juz wait and enjoy life thats it....
But the fact is there's what we call searching
The thrill of going outside our own abilities
To say, "Hey! I am here" but no ones listening
And the echoes from where you at
Juz explains that you are all alone....
After awhile... there's a voice from no where
Sayin, " Are U There? Are u still there?"
And the other replied; " Yes, I Am Here, I Am Still Here."
These simply explains that anybody or everybody needs someone
The other might be juz stucked in there
While you were shouting from the inside that you need help
But each viewpoints says you still need each others help.
I tried to reconsider the things I might not have
And lose something special on my part
But if the exchange of this was too dim
And barely I can't get my feet back on the ground
And have no wings to fly for my spirits locked
I would rather shatter the glass that reflects my physical outlook
And step on those broken pieces that somehow my blood sheds
I will only see my ugly face on that broken pieces of glass
And the hardest part is that they can't see and feel
That my spirits free
The concept of my mind runs through my heart
That only shows what is life all about.
They say they don't understand
But they do what they do
I did what i've done
Still they don't listen and seem to understand
That I already started bleeding from one part
And if only the answer is me to sacrifice
Why not do for the betterness on this part
If we love to view of achieving something from others then our love is no love.
Love means constant self offering on the strength of our own inner aspiration.
Then here's the other part of me who keeps me light and thrilled
The one who lives quiet depression
But as the tiny drop enters the ocean
He becomes the mighty boundless ocean
When it enters, we can not trace the drop
He becomes the mighty ocean.
And through the hard times of countless fights
I remember one fight that put distinction of what he is
he called himself God to a Duffer
A duffer that once almost shattered both of our worlds
The duffer understood him in different way
That he calls himself God so she tells him that God can't ask forgiveness
While I was thinking and smiling and got the message
He was pertaining to God but that word in particular
I conceptualized that from a Quote I read years ago
I think I was 20 at the time being when i read that theme
I still remember it somehow
" Love is Man's Reality,
Devotion is Man's Divinity,
Surrender is Man's Immortality,
Reality is All Pervading,
Divinity is All Elevating
Immortality is All Fulfilling."
Evidently, what do you think about these 2 different worlds shares alike?
What is written here remains here for tomorow is yet to be written......

(p.s. to be continued.....)

its mhee,
Julie



Written By: Julieva Famejud
@janette's desk
Prk.6 Bul. Tabuk-Kalinga

OCEAN HEART

I-

Deary, don't be such a tease
I know you won't tell
Listen to your heart
I can feel you as well
This heart is wide open
It will never be empty
I'm juz a heartbeat away
So surrender your heart to me.

Cho:

Don't be smothered
Come breathe with me
Breathe into me
As I breathe in your soul
Let's feel the air
This is my Ocean Heart beating
It's always been waving for you
This is my Ocean Heart beating
Beating Only For You.......

II-

Life is a long journey
Wandering, discovering
It's a hard bumping ride
So why should we waste it
Let's save it and make it fun
Come, hold me
And drive me wild.

III-

Deary, won't you come to me
Let me see your face
Come hold my hand
Let me touch you once
I will feel each glance
We'll sing and dance together
Make me yours forever
Let our heart beats as one.


Composed by: Julieva Famejud
Tognai's room
Cascades, Tabuk-Kalinga

MY ONE LAST CRY

The only thing I see
Is ur face fading away from me
Whats on ahead of you
I thought you want me to be with you.....
You opened the truth in me
I gave you every inch of me
Oh, how could this be?
Am I juz another fool for you?
Who never learned
Who never learned???
Cho:
This is my one last cry
I'm juz sayin my sweet goodbye
I'll never fall in love again with you
I'll never fall in love again with you
Never, never, fall in love again with you.....
So this is My One Last Cry
Im juz sayin My Sweet Goodbye!
If this what you want me to see
Your empty space along with me
There's no use in askin why
How I've been
You don't need to try.....
When your playin safe
Tryin to slip away
Juz drop the word Goodbye
I will not ask you why
I'll juz sing My One Last Cry!!!

(Rep cho 2x then fade)

(Lyrics and Chords by: Julieva Famejud)

Granny's Place
Cascades, Tabuk-Kalinga

DREAMS LIKE NIGHTMARES

Sometimes you live your dreams at night
Coz you make those fantasies oh, so right
But then you fall out of bed
turning your head
Dreaming away shaken from reality
Making those nightmares a fantasy
Like a galaxy.............
REF:
During the Day
You're giving away
In the midst of the night
You're setting aside
You're holding on
You're trying to decide.....
Cho:
Ooh, I'll make it Right
Day and Night.....Ohhh....
Dreams Like Nightmares
Override.....ooohhh....
Dreams Like Nightmares
All the time.....aahhhhhhh......
Oh yes we do Laugh and cry
We need to grieve we have to die
Asking questions like how and why?
We have to live and we should try!
When ur turning away ur saying goodbye
When ur facing out ur saying hi
Just Smile For OLD LULLABY.....
Rep: REF
Rep: CHO (2X)

(Lyrics and Chords by: JULIEVA FAMEJUD)
Aunt Jackie's Billiard's Place
Cascades, Tabuk- Kalinga

P.S.
this is my other song composition......

UNTITLED

I mourned, I wept and sighed
But this Soul found freedom
with every tear i cried
Now im driven away from sorrow
Soaring through the rainbow.....
Don't give me that attention
I don't need redirection
or some sort of reparation
Don't look back for the loathesome
thing You've done
You should have seen the things
I've done.....
I am no fool, dont repay me
Like you bought me
Like you owned me
Like you needed me
Just FLY AWAY,
DON"T YOU HEAR ME?


(Lyrics and Chords by: Julieva Famejud)
Cascades, Tabuk Kalinga

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