Behind the Clock

Sumtimes we need to be alone to think and find reasons what the fuck we're doin at the time being; we need to stress out to see what's behind the reasons, we need to check our decisions what made us weak and strong but behind all the reasons we are still searching for answers......there's the will of planning and when the planning was done u will figure it out that sumthings wrong and the plan was not fulfilled because of some reasons u dont know why it turned out as what u haven't expected at all.....U get annoyed and seems frustrated ...U feel the hurting and wanna go deep through it to let the pain go and juz fade away.........Others get numb, some will run away from it but nuthings changed.....its juz that life is a circle and we couldn't go away coz we're movin around the circle....the only thing we can do is to cool down and accept everything thats happening to our lives and Deal with it.....


Time is tickin and seasons are changin while we are getting old everytime we wake up in the mornin....Hoping that when the dawn comes and the sun rises; it will give us a brighter tomorrow and a happier being even juz for awhile....We tend to get our happiness with the reasons we know it was impossible to do.....the Fact is; this is Reality and we need to see it inwardly and let the simple things come around and get ourselves be satisfied to what we only can do....to further and go beyond is not bad at all but let us see what we only needed to be and juz be ourselves freely....not because sumone wanted u to do sumthin but because u wanted to do it...liking what we want to say or do is not juz liking or wanting it but Loving it as well....We dont need to Hurry at all its juz that we have to be Salient with what we wanted to do and See it through whats Inside U....if U feel happy in doin what u Love to do...Though are Actions always have Risks and Doubting ourselves sumtimes juz make the Breakaways...but Trying in our Will and we feel Inside and doin it...will not make u Question urself when uwake up tomorrow coz U already have done ur Will and U won't find regrets of what U wanted to do....this makes more a Selfcontented Being....Our Mistakes is juz a Profound Way to Keep us Learning to Stand and not to Breakdown.....


"Don't be Afraid juz Stand Tall...Keep the Learning Find Ur Routes and U will Find Urself Where U Wanted To Go......"




07 November 2006
1845hrs
Written by: Julieva Famejud
Camdas Camp
Baguio City