Is there Anythin Else to Confide III

I must have been imaginative
like trusting and believing
hoping and dreaming
you got me into it
I felt so extreme
I felt no shame
You knew me so I dont have to explain
my feelings are true
did you feel the same way too?
what i felt is that my feelings are stronger than you do.......


Remember when there were 2 candles burnt?
you lit the 1st candle for me
so I can see the blink of you
So i can feel the warmth of your side
Then what went wrong?
you dint lit another candle for me?
I was waitin....But there's no light.....
So I gathered my strength to lit the 2nd candle
for you to see me....
for you to feel me....
for you to find me....
I was waiting.....But there were no signs of you..........
I was waiting to hear you shout or at least whisper and confide.......
but theres no voice of you.....
Til my candle light went off......





Maybe it was a dream or it was a reflection
So I need to let go...I have to let you go......
You just cant say it thats what i feel
You knew am stronger now so you dont have to reveal.....
Those shattered pieces gathered.......
you came to my life before i crushed more into pieces....
you lit the candle for me to be my lil brightlight
you knew how you want me to feel and think of you....
you juz knew how goffy I was.....
yes, you handled my thoughts very well.....
where there I was yearning
so you taught me where I learnt.......




This isnt me in disguise
These pieces of memories are still part of the maize.....
I wanna keep it unharmed
yer safe on my hands.....
for if there was no you I havent regained my shape.......
The shape where i Might have crushed more into pieces
I cant reclaim where I was
So forgive me if there's rudeness of me ignoring you for a lil while.....
for it was a time for acceptance.....
that you would always be where i met you.....
so this I have to say on this very page........
That I have listened well,
I gathered all the thoughts and learnt alot
I dont wanna say goodbye coz i hate goodbyes.....
so i am Here......Always VISIBLE.......am not imagining for this time.....
Really I wanna say this to you......
Where at first I was your friend.......
And at :Last I would still be............
Thank You very much my INVISIBLE friend.......




I made a bonfire Back in the wilderness
to keep me safe and to keep me warm
Should I lie with all the stress of my hammered heart and brain????
I struggled so fast and traveled so far........
All I see is that I am still with my vow......
The vow of a lonely heart who still believes in love......
for LOVE I Subdued, I Surrendered
The Ocean Heart is still here.......
dont wonder........i am here.......
for it is painless if you give more than what you receive......
Accepting the Truth Laid Bare.......
That Love is not a Liscence to Own a Person
That Love is a sacrifice and unconditional..........




Gathering all the thoughts in the Darkness
I have these chains of hope
and that hope is within me.........
and that lil light would be a part of me.......
and a part of the other who wants to share his light with me........
All i need is to wait coz its never too late
for the one who have same fate as me......



POSTSCRIPT:

This words frm here i will nt be able to erase......i'll juz remember...the thoughts and memries who made my feelings write these words.........i wanna ddc8 ths song for ths certain special friend of mine A Song from Jordin Sparks.......



TATTOO




Hey... hey... hey... hey... Ohhh..Ohhh Ohhh

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
no matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to..
admit that I'm wrong
and then change my mind
sorry but I have to move on
and leave you behind


[ Chorus: ]

I can't waste time
so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry
bout everything I done
live every second
like it was my last one
don't look back
got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
you're still a part of everything I do
you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you


I'm sick of playing all of these games
Its not bout taking sides
when I looked in the mirror,
it didn't deliver,
it hurt enough
to think that I could stop
admit that I'm wrong
and then change my mind
sorry but I got to be strong
and leave you behind


I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
no need to worry
bout everything I done
live every second
like it was my last one
don't look back
got a new direction
I love you once needed protection
you're still a part of everything
I do you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
if I live every moment,
won't change any moment,
there's still a part of me in u
I will never regret you
still the memory of you marks everything I do. oooh..


[ Chorus ] 2x

I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize nothing's broken no need to worry bout everything I done live every second like it was my last one don't look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection you're still a part of everything I do you're in my heart just like a tattoo just like a tattoo I'll Always have you..