Tick Tock Tick Tock

This is the ticking clock
At this time at this age
where you can understand to make a map
or to sketch your life
when our deeds are done bad or good
where do we choose to go?
At the middle of the cliff?
one foot down?
one foot up?
when do we choose to listen?
what kinda voices do we need to hear?
we keep tossing the bad and or good
then say cheers with fun.
how much time do we need to think for ourselves or for others?
how many times we need to go through heartbreaking tales with in the middle of nowhere?
do we really need a tryst?
do we really need that?
Yes, a strange world as it is.
But do we really care for the heart and mind that is breaking down?
I don't know if you do..
but do we really need to extend the long winding road just to find the truth?
No, we don't really need that now.
Times fast and we can't be waiting.
time is here, now, this time, now now now.......
we're not made yesterday just to go through the old days.
we're made yesterday to witness these times.
these times are important,
and what we are able to change right now
we can change it now.
the things you can't give up right now
its your choice, and don't complain
that it was others fault for it is your own choice.
the hands you have is your own hands.
no one can get your hand, your feet, unless someone will amputate it.
no one can get into your mind or your heart unless you are into it.
so damnation! don't really pour out your heartless thoughts and feelings if there's nothing in it.
just say to yourself, shame on me i don't have the guts to get out of this mess.
just say to yourself, shame on me, i was not able to get out when i can!
just say to yourself, poor me, i did not have my will power to replenish myself when i can!
getting old is so much boring!
getting old is actually more challenging if we face the truth.
we call it facts.
not tales anymore. no more lucidity!
before it was fun to go through tales and keep playing with it.
when you getting old its boring cos we're not dealing with tales anymore.
its called precaution measures.
to everything we do now, we think.
we should comprehend with everything that is going on through our environment
or else we get out of it when we see there's nothing going good in it...
that's part of growing up.
to people who can't get up through their own dilemmas are guilty
with their own ways,
they can't accept facts and they can't accept their own guilt
that's why they pass it to others or maybe just drawn with its own self.
some get to be a drunkard,
get to be with peers most of the time,
past times is utmost their quality time.
nothing will be happening if we don't face it.
its either we take it or leave it.
what if we reconsider our selves to be more spiritual
than facing our troubles with the world?
we seek for answers but the answer is just not clear
because we are always facing our physical needs
we didn't ever recognized the higher ground
the meaning of real life is just transitory
so have we even thought even for a time
that we really need to kneel down
and accept fears and surrender our wills to the higher being?
all the time we need to pray
not because we want our wishes to be answered
that our plans will be followed
as what we planned before we take our wheels.
because if we really are that kind of being then its superficial.
let life be with what is really intended to be.
just pray that whatever roads we may take
we are safe that we are living simply with a fear to the Almighty.
1-70-100 yrs of life here on earth is nothing
to kind of life after death.
sweet heaven
it is more calm to stay close with the higher being
than to stay close with our own personal emotions and will.
tick tock tick tock.....



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0215 manila philippines
by famejud